Mr.Wish

Ok, Well here goes yet another story about a boy. I met him when I was helping my aunt and uncle move into this brand new house. I was walking out the U-Haul but suddenly I tripped and fell in this backyard, almost breaking my foot. The sun turned into shade when this..amazing guy who came to save me from my over complicated life..and my fall. I'm calling him Mr.Wish because he gave me this wish bone necklace although I first thought it was a horse shoe. Anyways, we were very close and he was perfect as if that word actually existed. It was wonderful.
Then, I came to visit a few weeks later. I was at his house and we had a really great time. I knew that he liked me and I liked him too. (See how I wrote 'liked', as in the past.) Anyways, he admitted his feelings and I said that I never knew that I would meet my 'Prince'. We looked like we were about to kiss....and we did. In that moment, it hit me. It has been a long time since I was that happy. It felt different, but I liked it ( 'liked' = past).  I was picturing on how it would be when we were together. But, good things never last that long.
Shit happened during Christmas time. He said he wasn't ready to date. That wasn't the first time I heard that, but I realized that I wasn't ready either. At all. I think he was lying to me, but I guess I will never know. It is slightly impossible to find your true love at this moment. I mean, you never even know if it's the right person. Nobody knows anything these days.  At least I somehow found a New Year Resolution: I want to stop getting attached to people. I know that's going to be difficult but I will survive.
Love,
A