Have you ever wanted something or perhaps someone so bad but you knew that you can never have him, and when that someone leaves your over-pathetic life, you start to get sad even though he was never really yours? ....I guess since that was a LONG question, but my answer is a yes.
Hello Strangers, How have you been? I've been..good? I don't know, I'm still numb but I am alive.
Yass. Anyways, I have many ideas that is going to make this blog..even better than before. I am planning a bunch of things, so look forward to that soon. I just pray that my lazy side won't interfere with all of this, but don't you wallflowers worry, I will destroy that lazy ass monster.
Anyways, back to the question. I think this is just a crush, but ughhhh....why must it be that specific person? I was really surprised, but this person had never really interacted with me until now. If I knew him before, I think I would've had a chance to be with him and be happy. But, the only thing that creates a big barrier between me and that person is lies, posers, and well..the past. I just wish he didn't have a connection with someone I never ever will mention again in my entire life. It's simply impossible though, yet like mah idol Audrey Hepburn says, "Nothing Is Impossible. The word itself says 'I'm Possible'!" I just really, really can't help it. My "Ally" always says, The Heart Wants What
The Heart Wants. Thanks gurl, but I kind of wish that wasn't true. Oh well. :p
Well, I guess I'm off to the "real world" in order to seek ideas of pure, depressing, astonishing reality for this blog. I just want to thank everyone for reading and I hope to see you very soon.
I WILL BE BACK. I make a honest vow to make posts here or I will absolutely have my friends slap me in the face until I do.
Cross My Heart,
</3 Hope To Die. Bye!
Love,
A.
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