Moving On

I literally don't know who my friends are anymore.

Today I thought someone was calling me, but nobody did. That proves how clinically insane I am. I think I am actually friends with these people but in reality, they're not. I actually think my friends would be fine without me, what's the point of staying if I don't have a good reason to?
It hurts when people say they care but they really don't. Basically, my main goal in life is to get the hell out of this town and never come back. I want to move on and forget about everyone just like they forget about me. I just want to be free, I'm sick and tired of living in this pathetic town!  I don't want to be here anymore.
Since no one really cares, why can't I leave now? 
Love,
A.