Gone. Another Letter.

Dear Charming,
First of all, before I start putting you on a guilt trip, Merry Christmas you Filthy Animal. And A Happy New Year! I literally don't even know what to say to you anymore. What should I even say, "How are you doing?" Because I already know, you seem really happy without me.
I always see you glancing at me for a second, as your gleaming eyes just stare into my depressed soul. Then, you just go back into being yet 'one of them' and forget about me. Why do you that?
When you look at me, I may be looking that I got over you completely. I just have a habit of pretending I'm ok. If you really knew me, you would know that I am not over you.
Except...I am mostly over you. I can't really tell these days. Every single year ever since you left, I would always try to find a guy for me. But, no one can be you. You were different than all of them, you accepted me! You created a deadly monster: me. I just hope, deep down inside, you are the Charming, amazing guy that I knew. Not the one who forgot me. But guess what? I am 99.9% completely over you. ...It's just that 0.1% is dragging me down. I am going to forget about you though, don't worry. Well..I guess that's it. I will see you next time in the hallways, where you totally act like I don't exist. It's Ok though. I promise, one of these days, I will do the same.

Not Love, Not Hate.. Just a simple ","
A.