For Example, I am surprised me and Pear's first ex girlfriend (Let's call her..Barbie) are talking. We are actually really good friends. When I was dating him, she was shocked because she never think he would move on. But now that me and him were never anything special, Barbie and I just suddenly formed a bond. People call her a slutty liar but in reality, she is a real person who actually has feelings too. Barbie is in most of my classes and as I talk to her more, I begin to realize that she isn't such a bad person after all. Also, whenever I see her I always think "How can Pear go to dating her then TO ME?" Seriously. I wouldn't be caught dead wearing pink everyday. I rather be dead.
Although there can be good people, there can be bad. I can't really name anyone since there are too many. All these bad people's goal in life to make you break, to destroy you any way possible.
How could all these people try to break me..when I was already broken in the first place? Whenever I try to be happy as I can be, something bad happens. I'm not depressed. I'm not even sad. I'm..emotionless. I don't even know how to feel anymore. I don't know what to do in my life. I just watch the world going by, wondering what the fuck is wrong with me. I actually think I can survive though. I don't need anyone who doesn't need me. Which means..I don't need anyone at all. If I'm not that special, nobody needs me.
Love,
A
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