I think this is the only time we will ever reconnect, even though you won't read this. I am just going to express all my feelings towards you, whether it's love or hate. I actually thought you would make my life better. I thought you would make me forget about all those bad things. But you didn't. You just dug that knife deeper in my heart,suffocating me for air. I just wanted to say Thank you for making my life a little more shittier than it already is. I would never do anything bad to you. I also want to say Sorry, even though you should be the one apologizing. Our relationship was so fast though, I guess to you it didn't mean anything. Although I would always cry myself to sleep because of you, I always had the urge to be with you again. I still want to be with you..but I know you won't want to. The reason you left me was because you didn't want me to get hurt...I'm hurt because of you. If you are completely over me and I still care..does that mean you never liked me? I have really bad mixed emotions for you; I hate you, but I miss you. I can't even describe our relationship now. We are not lovers, not even friends. Strangers. that's what we are. Strangers with Memories. Strangers with a past..but no future.
Love (and Hate),
A
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